degrading nature of sexuality

Is our sexuality degrading? Whenever sexuality, or my desire to have sex with women, started awakening in me when I was little I couldn't help but know that it was degrading. My mind gave a different kind of worth to those I hadn't given that kind of blind biased worth to. I pretty much saw most people as equal except for people who were older than me, which I think I still give people who are older than me some different type of respect I don't give to people younger than me. Obviously, I also gave a type of worth to people who could do cool things, like burp their abc's, run faster than me, or do anything better than me. It's not that women didn't deserve that worth, but I gave them worth for the wrong reason, and maybe that's what made me sick to my stomach. In an instant, women, in my mind, could lose that worth. Clearly, this was complicated. The truth does not change. Women can't have this intense worth (sexual) in one moment, and in the next moment lose it. As a kid, you don't really know what to do. This hunger couldn't be satiated by food, something unconscious. As a kid, I hated myself every time I fell pray to the same prank my mind would play on me. I never hated myself after eating, I guess because food isn't personal. Every women has distinct characteristics, a unique personality, individual thoughts, and infinite other sides to them, and in this mental and physical sexual process, I think my mind loses sight of this "spirituality" inherent in every human alive and gives massive temporary worth to whatever is connected to my sexuality.